Blessing in disguise

Today, my boss was asking me about my church juniors' O level score.

After knowing about how well they did...

{
Boss: 'So and so 很厉害 Hor?'
Me : 'yea'
(repeat several times)
}

All of them did better than me for O levels and I am happy for them.
But somehow the question which popped up was
' so what does that make me?'
Not so 很厉害. =(
Yup.
And I accepted that fact for many years.

Well, it is indeed blessed to be smart.
But if being 'not so 很厉害' brings me closer to God (such that I can rely on his strength and appreciate his grace better), is that not another blessing (in disguise)? =)

For this, I thank God.