Planning

It's a love and hate relationship when I am in charge of planning something. There is freedom to do what I think would be meaningful. Yet, the crazy part comes when you get overwhelmed with all the execution and it seemed like no one suitable is willing to help. It becomes a nightmare where I stress myself out. After 3 weeks at ns reservist, I forsee that work will eat up the free time and I find myself in that sad helpless state. Desperately praying hard for God's strength and help. (God, please carry me through and work through me)