The unpleasantness

Yesterday, I blogged about how wonderful it was to participate in the passing out parade. Today, I would blog about my posting.

I am going 1st Guards while my friends are going have an easier life being instructors elsewhere. Somehow, I can't help but feel that life is unfair. What my sister wrote in the blog resonated within me.

Often, what we struggle with most is not the lesson that God wants us to learn but the way the lesson is designed. You can’t help but ask: Why this way? Why is it so painful for me but not for others to learn this same lesson?

Yet, thinking about it again, maybe God wants me to face my areophobia and hydrophobia. I don't know what is best for me.
Only God does...